May 2013
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“Nothing haunts us like the things we don’t say.”
– Mitch Albom (via stellablu)
April 2013
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March 2013
10 posts
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Words can’t describe how freaking stoked I am right now. I’ve been recently ghostwriting for some talented artists. An opportunity came up today. I was asked to record my song and be the lead singer on the track. MY SONG IS BEING RECORED! I’m currently at the studio drinking water waiting on my lovely friend to knock her verse out of the water then my turn is next. Gosh!...
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I’m upset. Not just upset I’m sad and a bit hurt on top of that. I wont even lie about my feelings either. A few things in my life seem to be falling apart. For example “friendships” I won’t even get into that. Seems like everyday someone important to me decides to let me down. I can’t even act like i don’t care or pretend that it doesn’t hurt...
I’m sorry for putting a few of you girls on blast but I have to address this issue before I explode. Me and my ex have been broken up for about 2 years now TWO YEARS! He is now a very good friend of mine. Why do I still get messages in my inbox about him? And his career? Or his well being? I have no clue! Don’t get me wrong I don’t mind answering you but I really have no business...
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I often wonder what people see when they look at me. How deep do their thoughts go, what vibe does my aura give off in their eyes. I wish I could trade places with someone just so I can see what others see. I feel like there’s a lot more to me than what I see in myself on a daily basis. I know I can’t be the only one who feels this way. I can’t be. My thoughts are normal,...
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I’ve came to the conclusion that I want to make a bucket list. a list of all the things I want to do before I die. Typical, I know. But this list will be very important to me. Each day I will add something outrageously awesome for me to do one day. I’m ready to take a risk with life. I’m ready to explore. I’m ready to live. Just LIVE! Especially now that I’m young. I...
February 2013
15 posts
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Late nights and good energy. I can finally say I’m at peace, for now. Lets hope this feeling stays for awhile before my next boiling point. I’ve been offered some fun and creative opportunities. I’ll be working with fellow artists. I can’t really speak too much on this upcoming collab but all I can say is that this will be a great project and I’m honored to be apart of it. Pretty soon the things I...
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“Om is not just a sound or vibration. It is not just a symbol. It is the entire cosmos, whatever we can see, touch, hear and feel. Moreover, it is all that is within our perception and all that is beyond our perception. It is the core of our very existence. If you think of Om only as a sound, a technique or a symbol of the Divine, you will miss it altogether. Om is the mysterious cosmic energy...
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“Waking up this morning, I smile. Twenty-Four brand new hours before me. I vow to live fully each moment and to look at all begins with eyes of compassion.”
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So I had a bit of a crisis yesterday, the way people reacted wasn’t necessary at all. I’m highly irritated. There was no support only chaos. No one wanted to take time to listen to what I wanted to do. I’m just at the point where I don’t want to be here anymore. Moving to the Virgin Islands with my fam within the next few weeks for a while is my number one option right now. This environment is...
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So I finally figured out what my problem has been lately. Once again, I’m stressed. And even more stressed because of the fact that I’m stressed. It seems like I can’t ever get a break. I’m currently sitting on the porch, actually laying down. High. Looking for a away to escape these problems. I really need some time to myself, on an island. With no one but only me and my sanity.
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Sagittarius, the ninth sign of the zodiac, is the home of the wanderers of the zodiac. It’s not a mindless ramble for these folks, either. Sagittarians are truth-seekers, and the best way for them to do this is to hit the road, talk to others and get some answers. Knowledge is key to these folks, since it fuels their broad-minded approach to life. The Sagittarian-born are keenly interested...
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Long time no post, as always. Things seem to be going well, I think. A lot of good things are about to happen I know it. I have a photography workshop to attend to on Wednesday. I’m so ready for it! I was also informed by my dad that he’s taking us to Aruba for spring break, words can’t describe on how ready I am to just “get a-way” like a literal getaway! My lover?...
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If I were to tell you our story, you’d laugh. Not because it’s funny…but because you’d feel bad for how pathetic I sound. So I won’t tell it. Not in a way that you can piece together at least. Ill skip around a bit. Favorite memories first. Mostly just to keep my sanity. Mostly just to keep my LOVE. Wherever that may be.
January 2013
23 posts
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“If you don’t get what you want, you suffer; if you get what you don’t want, you suffer; even when you get exactly what you want, you still suffer because you can’t hold on to it forever. Your mind is your predicament. It wants to be free of change. Free of pain, free of the obligations of life and death. But change is a law, and no amount of pretending will alter that...
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Nothing like waking up in the morning and feeling at peace. 20 minutes of morning meditation and 20 minutes of a quick yoga sesh to start my afternoon. Every day is a different experience with yoga. I’m really starting to realize that now. My practice is becoming more of a way of life. A journey, guidance to a better path. It feels good to be at peace. It really puts me in such a spiritual and...
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Wish I had someone to break night with. Someone who wouldn’t mind sharing secrets with each other. Someone to create art with under the influence of Mary Jane. Someone who wouldn’t mind my company, my flaws. Someone who truly sees and accepts the real me. So, who’s breaking night with me.. someday?
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Recently caught the feeling. That feeling of “what the fuck happened?” I’m all sorts of confused. I’m paying to mind to it. Just taking it a day at a time. No need to stress over foolishness. My head will be kept held high, and my mind will only focus on the positive. Whatever happens, happens. I’m just going with the flow.
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Don’t know what hit me today but whatever it was it hit me good! I pretty much booked 8 photo shoots. My inbox is flowing with request at the moment. I’m so happy. Looks like things are starting to get brighter after all. It’s my time to grind!
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So I pretty much slept the afternoon away which means there’s no sign of sleep for me anytime soon. Great! I’m actually going to try and finish this song I’ve been working on. I feel pretty good about this project. Hoping it will get me somewhere. If not, it’s cool. It will just be another piece of my “work”. The last couple days I’ve realized a lot....
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Give me the respect, forgive me and forget. We’ve got to get a grip, living on the edge. I barely even know this fucking woman in my bed, And if there’s too much on my plate, then I ain’t finishing my veg. And if anybody said the grass is greener on the other side well it ain’t, swear on my mother’s life. You got me wrapped up in your shit, I’m feeling mummified...
Ellie Goulding - Hanging On
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I guess you can say that there are some good things coming for me in the next few days, weeks. I’m booked for photo shoots for an upcoming project; im creating, which i will reveal when i feel the time is right. I want this to be perfect, perfect. That is all, for now.
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All I wanted was to start the new year off right, especially with my mom. My plans didn’t turn out like I had hoped. Now everything is shit. I’m alone. I literally have no support at the moment. I’m lost, I have no idea what to do first. I have no place to go. I need guidance. I’m humiliated. I hate my life right now. Seriously.
“The Warrior of the Light meditates.
He sits in a quiet place in his tent and...”
– Warrior of the Light – Paulo Coelho
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Well, I made it through this far. I made it one whole year. I woke up in a peaceful mood. I’m excited to see what this year has in store for me. I’m rooting for success, love, happiness, and guidance. A chance to better myself. Let the journey begin, attraversiamo.
